I guess everyone and everything is feeling the heat and stress.
heat- yeah . who doesnt feel the heat?? it has beeen super duper hot these days and suddenly strong winds and rain at night.
stress- the library is packed max. even during the night since they are open 24hrs now. and even the glass panel in the library is feeling it too. There was a loud sound just now and now, we have an amazing piece of art work displayed. Out of the many pieces of glass panels, one just shattered in the middle of nowhere. So why its an amazing piece of art? Cos its not shattered to pieces yet. Its still held together by unimaginary forces with many many many crack lines. Wow.
Cool.

[ .candice is revived. ] 4:39 PM

Too Fast Too Furious is nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was like vroom vroom here and eerrrrrrrroh there and vrooooooooommm again
ITS NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ .candice is revived. ] 11:27 PM

reading my previous post is making me feel empty and sad again..

[ .candice is revived. ] 9:24 PM

I realised that my uni life is much more different compared to my friends.
Why?
Cause I have crusade. Seriously.
I have people to pray for, people who pray for me, people who are just so not concerned about their lives but concern about mine instead. and most importantly, we have the same goal. We are all running in the same direction. And many of my friends and people around just dun get it.
I cant imagine my life without crusade. Aimlessly studying so hard, But whatever for?

Being involved in crusade this year had made me realised that i've wasted my year one. Year one. Times that I run away from DG, stay away from crusade corner and not attend LM at all. So dumb. You may think that you are holy as long as you are attending main service and youth. Well, not so when you meet crusaders. Suddenly you feel like a new christian who happen to know John 3:16. Yeah, happen to know. Crusaders, people who are fighting for Christ, fighting with Christ. Literally.

I also now realised how attached I am to my DG mates. All who are very very spiritfilled.
Penny - my SM. I can only say that she definitely is the best SM. She wun push us but she will just encourage us and give us advice/advise. All good stuff from her, no disappointed look or something. People may think isnt it simple? But no, it isnt. It isnt when you realise some SMs do push a little/giving advise which offended people unknowingly. So I do love my SM.
Jennifer - my new DG mate. Its great to have her in the same DG and same lecture and same comm. We have the same study struggles. She's one who will laugh even at the lamest joke. we go for meetings together and it just so different being with crusade friends and non crusade friends. and Its great that God place a DG mate beside me to keep track of me :)
Joanna - my DG mate since the beginnings of DG. She's one whom Im trying to learn from. Her walk with God is sooo deep that she's someone i want to be. And she gives advises that you never thought about. Advises that are so much more value. and she is going for SEP :((((((((
how can have DG without her????!!?? and her bday just passed too. 7 days after mine :)

HAPPY 21st belated BIRTHDAY

JOANNA!!!

and we love you!!!!!

And its also because Joanna's leaving that got me realised how much I love my DG. how attached I am to them. and Im already missing her!!! aaarrgghh. the thought of her leaving is making me cry now.. Penny might also be graduating next sem. aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!! i hate this feeling.




anyway, this isnt some publicity for crusade. Its just me, my thoughts and my feelings...

Labels: grumblingsss

[ .candice is revived. ] 1:16 PM

Candice wants to thank the people who took time to send her a msg/write a facebook comment/celebrated her birthday with her :)))

eugene tiffany tian yongkun vanessa huiying biaoming
penny joanna jennifer ruth sharon liting huiqi shuen jessica yongkiat fabian evangeline amanda
jowyne michelle margaret jason simon rachelLooi matthew ilango caleb rachelChong victor
jenna immanuel kenneth joyce michelle gladys weekeat jinghong alice weikai andy jiamin aiting weekeong esther weiping weiren
monkeybutt charmaineHo
winnie sarahOng joannaFong

**CHEERS**

Anyway, many asked how I spend my birthday. Wanna know?
I spend that night doing my lab report. How nice.


last friday, was hit directly on raw nerve. i hate it. it hurts. Badly.
Why? Why must you do this?
I know i cant blame you. You dun really know what i really wanted. for a really long time.
I will just say here then. I want to do something for God.
please dun ask me to do but yet not include me on the team. it hurts okay, IT HURTS!
I know i dun have what it takes, so if you also know that, then why ask? why put me on high hopes?
It hurts.

[ .candice is revived. ] 8:36 PM

Thanks to victor's blog post about WonderGirls that I had something to talk about today.
Today's lab day. and My this malay fren was introducing WonderGirls to his lab partner .(I guess like wad victor said, they must be really popularba). Yeah he was intro-ing WonderGirls - Nobody to his partner. And I was like in front to them. Then, before we know it, we started the song (HAHA)

Nobody nobody but you *tap tap* *tap*
I want nobody nobody but you *tap tap*....

And then another fren came along, heard us, and..
i want nobody nobody but you....









yup. thus, i conclude, they are popular!!
ADN THE SONG IS NOW STUCK IN MY HEAD. shito

[ .candice is revived. ] 1:26 AM