To live for Him alone :): September 2005
Friday, September 30, 2005


damn....
a beetle crawled up my foot...
when i was naked somemore..
damn...
it frightened me lah..
suddenly like something biting my foot..
and that crawling feeling continued moving...
haiz..
next time must check the
shower area before i bathe....

hmmm..
wat to do tomorrow...
haiz......


[ .candice is revived. ] 11:01 PM


stayed home today..
chalet is finalised..
going to work next week...
hope they wun go to hougang..
haiz...

cant wait for the chalet..
hope it will damn fun..
missing momo ...
hope to go soon...
haiz...


[ .candice is revived. ] 7:03 PM

Thursday, September 29, 2005


went to the isetan private sales today...
not much stuff to get..
went with baba and tian...
then we walked to scotts for lunch...
then went to far east..
tian got a quite nice bag..
baba didnt really get anything...
and i got a watch...
now thinking of getting a bag too..
haiz...

chalet is almost confirm...
i have to book it... haizz..
and finally tiff is replying my mgs..
and.. she is coming...
haha...and as expected...
she dunno where is downtown..
haiz... haha..

got the popular job...
going to start next week..
the person just called..
haha...
im going to get $$ real soon..
hope to go momo soon again...
or maybe another place...
haha....

cant wait for the chalet..
then we can buy some drinks*..
and have a momo(2)...
haha...
hope that no idiot brings their bf or gf..
only if it is internal..
haha...


[ .candice is revived. ] 6:55 PM

Wednesday, September 28, 2005


the most happiest thing:
i talked to cindy yesterday...
we talked for an hour or so...
should be lah...
damn happy...
so long never catch up with her already..
hope to go clubbing with her real soon..

go shopping later..
haha...
window shopping...
have to see whether can reserve clothes...
haizz........
my nike and addidas...
haiz....

the worst thing:
damn pissed off yesterday...
he messaged me...
its been dunno how many days already..
and he still cant accept it..
kept saying that he think is not as simple...
but its just too simple..
i'm just not happy...
still wanted to have a face to face talk...
for wat...
no use also wat...
i'm not going back to him...
damn f**ked up lah...
spoil my mood for the whole day...
damn it....


[ .candice is revived. ] 1:46 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005


damn bored today..
so are we still going momo..
wed... or thurs...
or not going...
hmmm.....


[ .candice is revived. ] 1:05 PM

Monday, September 26, 2005


met up with boss they all today...
haiz...
no trip this time round...
hope that there is a chalet....
haha......
maybe going momo this thurs...
or wed....ladies nite...
haha...
damn... burnt my tongue just now..
that stupid coffee bean mocha...
damn.. it still hurts..


[ .candice is revived. ] 10:39 PM

Sunday, September 25, 2005


need money badly...
need a job...
then can go clubbing again...
tomorrow going to meet boss and the gals they all...
hope that we can quickly settle..
just hope that we at least have a chalet...
if better then trip..
well.. chalet at changi isnt such a bad idea...

going to grandma's later...
haiz...
quan and mei not coming..
only me...



[ .candice is revived. ] 7:10 PM

Saturday, September 24, 2005


haiz..
though momo kinda small..
looking forward to go there again..
but hope that it wun be so crowded ..
haiz...
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well... ate a hell lot just now..
two and a half slices of pizza..
about two cups of pepsi..
three slices of garlic bread..
two spoons of lagsania..
one chicken wing..
damn..one week of exercise gone..
haiz....
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full house isnt that great...
storyline not really there..


[ .candice is revived. ] 11:58 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005


quite fun last nite...
but a bit too smoky...
too many people smoking...
tian,baba,akash,smb,adrien plus me..
music was good...
too crowded though....
cant really move...
think momo kinda small...
tian not a bad dancer...
sbm dancing's cute...
haha...
tian smoked...
haizz...no good no good..
smelling very badly now..
still haven bathe...
going to bathe soon..
hope to go chinablack soon...


[ .candice is revived. ] 2:33 PM

Thursday, September 22, 2005


haizzz....
dunno going to momo anot..
haizzz...
and that tian went to iron her hair again...
haizzzz....
tonight going to watch movie...
hope it wun rain...
hope the ground is dry...


[ .candice is revived. ] 2:25 PM


yesterday went to celebrate michelle bday..
then saw that harianto...
haizzz... not a very good sign...
then saw one guy like jay chou..
ahhh... the hair...............
haiz.......
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then saw the other bday girl today too...
jillyan...........
so happy..............
it has been dunno how many months sine i last saw pple i noe..
haizzz...
hope to see more....


[ .candice is revived. ] 2:18 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005


damn happy today...
brought a hell lot of money out today..
and bought a pair of jeans..
from bugis..
only twenty eight bucks..
haha..
but took a damn long time to find a suitable one..
haha..
i must be damn fat..
hmmm...
kept trying till my butt became sweaty..
haha..
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dunno whether to still buy my converse shoes..
eighty nine ninety..
a bit too ex...
but had saved enough money though..
hmmm.......
should i.. shouldnt i...
hmmm...


[ .candice is revived. ] 12:39 AM

Monday, September 19, 2005


yeah...
really happy...
going shopping tomorrow with tian..
and maybe the rest...
haizzz...
finally...
out of this house....


[ .candice is revived. ] 10:38 PM


haiz... another boring day..
no shopping...
no going out...
damn bored..

did some exercise today..
haizzz..
dunno izzit because did something wrong or wat..
after doing situps on sat..
tummy is still hurting..
till now..
then cant do situps today..
hurting very badly..
or izzit i stretch it too much.. haizzz..

think im down on my luck today..
everything is going bad for me..
cant do situps..
and i short-circuited half the house today..
only trying out that spa thing..
everything went wrong..
water spurt out to the main switch..
haiz..
damn bad luck.. haizzz...


[ .candice is revived. ] 7:50 PM

Sunday, September 18, 2005


today is sunday...
yet im damn bored..
everybody spending time with their bfs..
leaving me to rot at home...
haizzz...
are we still going for a trip...
taiwan...
malaysia...
thailand...
haiz...
and when are we going shopping...
haiz....


[ .candice is revived. ] 2:12 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005


damn broke...
no job...
no money..
cant buy my converse shoe...
my nike shirt..
my jeans..
my skirt...
there goes everything..
haiz..
its not good to be penniless..
it really suckz..


[ .candice is revived. ] 3:39 PM

Friday, September 16, 2005


exam-less days are back..
damn..
did something wrong in every paper..
life suckz...
just hoping that i can still pass every paper..
haiz..
and still hoping to grab some A's..
well...
at least two A's..

just hoping that i can get..


[ .candice is revived. ] 11:30 PM


-all over-

a chapter just closed..
everything ended..
one day before one year three months..
asked for it..
suddenly i have a lot of time..
sometimes find myself staring into space..
my phone stopped vibrating..
no more messages...
no more phone calls...
i'm dead bored..

where should i keep my rings..
my bracelet...


[ .candice is revived. ] 2:58 AM