wondering hows everybody..
being all busy at work and stuff..
somehow everyones like.. disappeared..
well, from my life at least...
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anyway..
for ChemEng people..
anyone wants to work at Intertek??
as a Lab Analyst.
Full time. Permenant.
Males need not apply.
i also dunno why.
the person ask me to ask females only..
yeah..
contact me if interested..
then i send you her email add..

[ .candice is revived. ] 6:14 PM

realised that i haven been touching the guitar.
had been passing time with crunchyroll and work work and more work.
and crunchyroll rocks.
being at work almost every other time..
and being under this particular female and male manager almost every other time
had made me think of quitting quite a few times.
with them being unreasonable at times.

I still love eddie best :)
He is the most realistic one at work.

however, this quitting thing has made me think.
like why am i here trying to put up with these kind of people..
i can simply quit. im not in need of cash. Yet.
working there has also affected my health in someway..
having it being under the sun, the heat and all..
the easier route: i can quit and stay happy the rest of my days..
but why am i not doing that.. i have got no idea.
somehow im not taking the more beneficial and easier route.
i dunno why. its not about the cash though..
i guess maybe its the other people there.
i must admit that i enjoy their company..
the things we talk about and blah blah..
and maybe.. the customers too.. some..
just felt like you made their day and stuff..
i dunno.

[ .candice is revived. ] 12:57 AM

Finally. I have found an advantage living on the fourth floor.
You get to hear the sounds of MrPostman.
The chingchingching of the the letterbox.
The brrrrrrrr of his scooter.
Well. I just heard it five mins ago. while i was stoning.
The mind got to be really peaceful and thoughtless to notice these kinda sounds.
To confirm, i ran to the balcony as his scooter passed it.
And, I saw some bigbrown envelopes.
Check your letterbox people!!!

[ .candice is revived. ] 2:44 PM

dunno whether to try singtel a not.
hmmm. nydc is giving me really bad heat rash.
and i mean really really bad ones.
but singtel is a temp fulltime.
dunno lah.

anyway. was thinking about the times in china.
now that mrShao is there.
he is soo lucky.
getting to eat like san liang jiaozhi with jinzhengu again
and also have yangrouchuan or korean waimai for late night suppers :p
the things you will never get to do in singapore.
can spend time with his gf
and of cos, all the shopping in Beijing.
heh. i also want gooooooooooooooooo.

anyway. i haven decided.
i think i will based it on where my friends decide to go.
yup. sorry. but, i cant live without friends.

[ .candice is revived. ] 11:59 PM

was super emo today.
The sadness was overwhelming the happiness.
Yes i received a letter yesterday. :)
But i received a different letter from the rest. :(
sad that my friends were not with me.
One* still waiting for mr nice postman to dropby her house.
The others* received the big envelope.
Happy. Yet sad.
was really happy when thinking w/out the friends part.
became emo immediately when came back to reality.
even walked the whole JP myself.
wanted to get a small spongebob softtoy but cant find.
And it just made it worse.

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But was happy once daddy came back.
cos he had with him something i needed to cure the sadness..
it was totally unexpected.
cos people i knew either had none or one.
now. i have both..........................
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And i have nobody else but God to thank for.
i was about ask for it.
but i have not asked for it.
and it came.
Thank you Lord.
With Him, everything is possible.

[ .candice is revived. ] 2:18 AM

Anyway.. really missing these guyss..

Left to Right

TopRow: Biaoming, Justin, Jason, Kinwee, Cheehon, Tiansheng, ZhongMing, YongKun

BottomRow: Bibi, Adelyn, Hayati, Me, Vanessa, Tiantian, Huiying, Tiffany

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Thank You Lord.
For Everything.
For granting 2 out of 3 of my birthday wishes.
(I think the last one will be granted sonner or later)
Thank You Lord.
For always being with me.
Thank You.
I shall stop complaining and be pleased.
but should i try..
jusst try only..
if to You a 'NO' is better, then let it be a 'NO'.
if I will do better here, then let me be here.
cos.. i really want to be with ____________...

[ .candice is revived. ] 2:00 AM

Just found out the mrShao is flying back to China.
Also feel like going back.
go find shijie they all...
really miss them..........
a one week china holiday wun be bad..
The shopping that can be done at BinJiangDao/DaHuTong..
The goatsticks [yangrouchuan] that i can eat..
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.
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.
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.
.
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really miss those times...

[ .candice is revived. ] 1:06 PM

I can savely say that Im tWENty.
Finally reached the Big 2s.
But i realised i havent changed.
Since seventeen, i guess.
Somehow people still presume Im 16/17.
Maybe cos of my looks and dressing.
Im still getting checked for M18 shows. When im already 20.
So sickening. :/

Anyway. Im happy that i got what i wanted for my birthday.
I wished to be happy and i was happy that day.
The StMattGuys waiting..
The StMattGirls chasing me to go down..
The surprise by the lift..
The birthday song..
The mocha walnut cake..
and lastly, the BarnYard movie.. even though it was after the bday
Everything. I was happy.
Okay.Till now. Im happy.

Had dinner at NewYorksNewYorks with the Molocs.
The usual four. And food was great.
Eventhough the cokefloat later turned to like milopeng.
yeahs. To celebrate my and the super belated Charmaines' bdays.
will post some pics as soon as i receive them..

[ .candice is revived. ] 12:16 AM

Its nice celebrating GoodFriday and my birthday together.
Got to wait another seVen years for this to happen again.
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To All the handsome-charming-and-ultra-must-get guys from St Matthew's
THANK YOU !!!
For waiting for me to get to the ground floor.
(which i took ages..was on the phone)
Im touched. Seriously.
Because i really didnt expect it. At all.

To Matthew: Thanks for choosing my birthday cake.
You made a right choice.
Because I like it!! haha

To every StMatt-ian [females&males] ..
THANKS!!!!!!!!!!
For remembering and celebrating my birthday :]

Anyway, I think this is the smelliest birthday i celebrated.
Yups, worked that day and didnt bathe till about one am.
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Thanks to everyone who wished me happybirthday too!!!

and
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Thanks to Nadiah.
For calling me almost at midnite and singing me a bday song :]
It was her phonecall that caused the StMatt guys waiting.
hahaha..
I treat you OldChangKee okay.. haha..
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Thanks once again.

[ .candice is revived. ] 9:51 PM

After reading a super meaning entry by Gom..
I decided that the only thing i wan for my Big 2s is..
To be happy..
Im praying that.. i will not get any unhappyness that day.
Including during work..
that Sue/nesh/or whoever will not scold me for anything..
or rather.. i will not create any disaster.
I just want to be happy.

[ .candice is revived. ] 5:00 PM

PartyWorld at Orchard is terrible. But the company and fei-lo-shipping time we had there was good. Still prefer the one at ChinaTown even though the PartyWorld everywhere seems to me was built on a brothel concept.

work today was fine. And i finally 'graduated' from a Trainee to Candice. Okay, promoted to a confirmed staff. WooHooo!!
Having frens coming down today somehow brightens me up. Even though 6 people shared a mudpie and a combo, it was better than nothing. Thanks BenCatAitingJiaminEugeneTiff.
Yati!! Where were you??!!

Currently I just wan to thank people from the PekPekGang and Ao3 for trying to find time even though everyone's busy to have dinner together. Yes i know what you are all trying to do. But sorry. My schedule for this week is totally packed. Seriously. WorkWorkWork. I got to prove myself that im a good worker. Next week alright? The only day im not working is Tues but its becos its theoldman's birthday. Happy Birthday Daddy!! Other than that, I have got no choice. Double pay lei..otherwise i also wun wan to work..

[ .candice is revived. ] 1:15 AM

This donuts are from Jakarta. Yup, they are super similar to TheDonutFactory's but if im not wrong, they have even more varities. And, if im not wrong again, they came out way before TheDonutFactory.

Daddy just came back from Jakarta.. so its how we got the donuts. Without queueing for two hours. yeah.

just check out this website: http://www.jcodonuts.com/index.html

[ .candice is revived. ] 4:12 PM