Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Just read some blogs.
And realised that i missed out quite a few 'events'
Dun say that i've forsaken you all, becos i haven at all.
For the big girl,
Happy Belated Birthday.
I knew nothing about it until i saw the pictures.
Wish you well in everything that you do.
For the other girl,
Happy Belated Birthday to you too.
Sorry for not going to your party.
Its not that i didnt want to go.
Its just that i couldnt remember and i didnt know the venue.
(I know its my fault.. but i did ask for a reminder)
I sincerely apologise.
And since its the big 21st, I will still get you your present when we meet.
Wish you well in your studies.
I know im getting very, VERY forgetful.
I couldnt even remember that Sat was Cat's bday party when Aiting just called me to pay for the present on Fri. (Sorry Cat!)
it was only when people started calling me at about 4plus on Sat then i remembered that her bday celeb was that same night.
But i made it there still. (Right Cat?)
So am i still a part of that group? I cant judge.
If becos i reject the clubbing night then im 'outcast', then i have nothing to say.
Its not that i dowan to be a part. But im forced to be apart.
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I think uni has indeed changed me.
I can now only live the day-to-day life, or today-till-the-end-of-the-week life, no longer seeing the far future.
I also dunno why.
Maybe Time is just moving really quickly i guess.
Its really hard to just stop and take a deep breathe.
But since i have already choosen this unexpected fast-paced life, I will live with it.
even though im not really doing well in it, but its okay.
because that's not my main purpose in life.
What's with all these studies-minded people?
Do you even know simple stuff outside your books?
Im here only as a student. And I believe that I have a higher purpose..
[ .candice is revived. ] 12:09 AM