Friday, July 25, 2008
My school life that used to have an aim, a direction where Im heading, has just come to a complete stop today, at about 4pm.
The rejection of AppliedChemistry had hit me hard. Too hard.
'....... the AppliedChemistry Programme was made to target the high scorers, it was never meant to target the polytechnic students as that's what they learn in poly.......... however, the high scorers are mainly those from Junior Colleges who prefer to stick to mainstream Chemistry......... those who are very interested in the AppliedChemistry are mainly the polytechnic students who are unfortunately usually at the bottom of the class.........'
And that is what he said to shove us away..
At the beginning of the semester, the more people taking his module, the happier he was. The more poly students in his class, the happier he was. It is to his advantage..
'.........many companies choose to take the poly students first before those from JCs for industrial attachment.......'
Now when it is finally time to choose the path to be taken for the rest of years here.. He says no.
Thanks ah.
My interest in studying now is almost equivalent to zero.
Forcing me to do something i dont like is not a very good idea.
Chemistry.
What on earth is that??!!
I can see myself spirling down the ladder
[ .candice is revived. ] 10:46 PM