To live for Him alone :)
Sunday, June 17, 2007


shes really gone. its reality. shes gone.
remembering the o level period where we werent really studying, and the parents would say
'' we will send the both of you to australia..'' and today, she really left for australia. she will be happier there where she can start life afresh. if not for SLE, I would have left with her. Really. becos even now daddy has been asking me to go with all the aust unis exempting me a year or two. but how.. i cant possibly ask ProfYap to pack her luggage and leave with me..and i cant afford another relapse, having not recovered from the previous one.

maybe life without SLE would have been much better off. maybe we will still be staying at Pandan Valley. maybe i would be smarter and could have gone to a JC. and i confirm will not be in singapore today.

my greatest regret still.. is not that i have SLE. Rather, i didnt hugged her hard enough. there she was giving me one of the most treasured hugs and i didnt give her one. sorry, i was on the verge of crying. really feel like reversing time again.. and hugging her once more..

michelle.. you should have been here..

[ .candice is revived. ] 1:49 AM